lustygoddess

clock’s ticking dry like a jaded spy awaits here on the black frail chair despise the fact that no one will come though the doors are wide open, my love i keep swallowing sweet lies at your goodbyes watching own heart gets blackened to soaked ebony sucking smokes of clouds enticing agony you’re no longer remember me, my love i can’t swim inside your mind, their locked said you’re open to me but really not once this boat’s crushed, you, i and the rest will diffused i'll no longer be your Muse, my love whispering voice clinging to ears, hear? escorting sad little souls willing to sell em

there was a time when i succumbed to things just to acknowledge the fact that life doesn't always give you sweet candies. or maybe i was hoping to gain a better, bigger something for me in return. in time, i then found out that it led to nothing but to swallow more bitter pills of life. it's crushing me from inside though i don't sense it oftentimes. i'm always being too naive, or even too proud of my own hypothesis, though i know it's not right. it saves only my angst, not my soul. i still nurture that beast inside me who keeps whispering dark things to my head. it successfully grow insecurity within me and tend to linger there permanently.

Life, oh life, oh life, oh life, doo, doot doot dooo. Life, oh life, oh life, oh life, doo, doot dooo One of my fave songs by Desree... Yeps. Sometimes life can make us say "Oh" or "Yeah" or maybe we could just sighs about it. Life is a teacher, a game, a circuit, an insane existence, a roller coaster. Things change, so do people. And mine is one of them. I never could figure how my life could be in the next years or in the next day. I remember the first time I opened an account here in Multiply, I was just a student and still got lots of academic achievement to reach. It was 4 years ago. And look at me now. Married. A new mom. A good j